Distance

I am learning that there is a lot more distance between me and the other people of the world. There are times that I feel boring and not unique at all. Then there are days like this. when I realize how truly different i am. I wonder if it is unusual for me to be happy, completely satisfied with my life. Those days when I feel good for no apparent reason, and I start to realize that I am in general a very happy person, are always the days that I hear from multiple people that they are unhappy about something. So it makes me wonder if I am honestly just so different from everyone else, or if i just surround myself with unhappy people. I can't tell. I feel like its been this way my entire life. My mom, my sister, multiple people I have dated, and a crazy amount of my friends. I feel like i am constantly going up against a stream of negativity. Its annoying and its wearing me down.